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This was written not for a particular woman, but for the lack of one to love.

                                
            So you want to know why I'm not talking?
         Nothing's happened to give me a story to tell.
             So you're curious how my life's going?
              It's going like I'm damned in hell.
                               
      What's the point in trying...when I can't even care?
      Why am I still living...when the way I feel is dead?
     What's the point in hoping...when you're never there?
      Can you tell me how to stop...this voice inside my head?
                               
          Am I a fucking lunatic? Have I gone insane?
     Not sure what's real anymore and every day's the same.
          Sometimes I can't stop myself from shaking,
                 And I know that I'm to blame.
                               
            I tell myself you think of me sometimes,
                    But is this really true?
                I fight with my mind every day,
             Trying to control my thoughts of you.
                               
             When you get right down to the basics,
           When you honestly open your eyes and see.
                  I matter very little to you,
                  And you're everything to me.

Rick - 10/31/03