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This page is so special to me. The picture is from our night in Gatlinburg. Best weekend getaway I ever had. I've clipped
part of a conversation where I think the way I love a woman is described best. "You gave me myself back". That says it all.
A man should let a woman be who she wants to be, not what he wants her to be. Sure, if she loves him she's going to want to
change to be more like what he wants, but she shouldn't have to give up who she IS for any man. I could
never hide anything when I looked in the eyes of a woman I love, but what she makes me feel comes from her, what she sees
in my eyes is a reflection of her mood, of the woman I see her as. I am a very private person and I don't let anyone close.
I've been like that as long as I can remember, except for Stacey. She wanted to be close and once we met, once we looked each
other in the eyes, that was it for me. She brought things out of me that I never knew were in me. She made me strong, but
she also made me good. I laugh now about the time when she first said "the honeymoon is over". It was what, two months after
we met? I had gotten comfortable. I had gotten secure. I was in love. Up until then, she had my complete attention. She was
always in my mind and I had to have contact, I had to be touching her. I was in a daze and the mental battle that raged in
my head was all over whether I was dreaming or not. That contact assured me that she was real, that my life was no longer
my own, that my soul had found it's place in life. From my point of view, the honeymoon might have been over, but my feelings
for her hadn't changed at all, only the way I was dealing with them. I had accepted them and was ready to move forward with
our life together and I knew she was going to be there, she was real, and she did love me. Someone touching my soul was a
completely new experience to me and yes, I put everything into it. I had found something I wasn't just good at, I found something
that made me better than I had ever been at anything. Loving her.
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slickrick6: tell me how you love me
dest_27 : it showed huh?
slickrick6 : yes
slickrick6 : saw it and knew it the first time i was there
dest_27 : i love the way you put me first ..yoou always took care of me ...i knew yooou would never leave me or hurt me
dest_27 : and omgggg that was exactly what i needed after what terry
had done to me
slickrick6 : yes
dest_27 : you give me strength
slickrick6 : don't know how you get that
dest_27 : you made me see that i was a strong women
slickrick6 : yes, you are
dest_27 : that i was beautiful
slickrick6 : that's
one of the first things that attracted me to you
slickrick6 : your strength
dest_27 : and that i had something special inside me and yoou helped me bring that out
slickrick6 : and there's more in you wanting out
dest_27 : and you helped me find
m confidence that terry had taken from
me
dest_27 : you showed me how to trust a man again
dest_27 : and the way you made love to me
dest_27 : you gave me everthing you had
dest_27 : yu didn't take anything away from me
slickrick6 : i tried Stacey
slickrick6 : everything you've
told me, i
recognize
dest_27 : you
did more than try ....you gave me myself back
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