Monday morning, Sept 5th, 7:00 am
Just thought I'd post some things I've jotted down over the last couple of years.
Lost and all alone, don't know which way to go.
There's got to be a change sometime, just
what I do not know.
Doing nothing right, everything is wrong.
Got to get a life somehow, been down here
way to long.
Hating to get up, have to face another day.
Need something to look forward to,
there's got to be a way.
No one here to care, loneliness is getting old.
Give anything to have someone,
have someone to hold.
I know that you're out there, I know you feel the same.
It's been such
a long, long time but I still feel the flame.
Frustration builds up more and more, each and every day.
Not much anyone can do, nothing they can say,
Take the emptiness inside and fill that hole with love.
There is no mountain high enough that we can't rise above.
(think Joe Elliott from Def Leppard on Foolin)
Hey Girl, how's it going today
Hope you're laughing and everything's ok
Sitting here thinking
about your pretty face
If you only knew how you make my heart race
One look into those beautiful eyes
and there I was just paralyzed
You've got me to do with
what you will
Wish you could feel how you're making me feel
Heartbeat so much faster, hands that shake
Weak in the knees, how much can I take
Would hold
you so close and never let go
If you ever need me, please let me know
A woman hurt, a girl confused
Tired of fighting, being used
I feel for her and know I could
help
Would show her how love was meant to be felt
A woman should know how it's supposed to be
Nothing else matters,
only you and me
I tried so hard to make you happy
Showed you my love every single day
In the end none of that
mattered
You broke my heart and sent me away
We were so much in love
Something special is what we shared
Even though you had to hurt me
I
know that you still care
I know you're there for me as much as you can be
You know that I'm here, always waiting for you
But
when we talk now you're so guarded
If you won't talk what can I do?
The tears I spill nor the thoughts I have
Can't change it all and bring you back
That hurts
so bad and has me so low
How will I ever get my life on track
Can't find a care for my future
The life I loved is gone
Left here with these memories
Broken
and alone
Here it is, midnight again
and we're both home in bed
But I'm right here and you are there
and
this place where I lay my head just doesn't seem like home to me
I could've went the rest of my life
Right there with you, completely satisfied
Never wanted
to spend another night
Anywhere other than there, there right by your side
Now I'm here, alone and so lost
No idea what I'm supposed to do
How can I live? What can I
do?
When with each long drawn out day,
I fall more in love with you
