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Hello and welcome to my space. It is "under construction",
much the same as my life. I'll be adding pictures that I've taken, mainly of the mountains of western North Carolina and north
Georgia. In my nine months as a Sears delivery guy I saw a lot of beautiful country and had the opportunity to take pictures
of a lot of it. I guess since the camera is now lost, this is a good time to get organized. It's a lot faster uploading the
text files, so I'll be putting up a lot of my writing as well. Scary, depressing stuff I know, but better in a text file than
in my head. This is more for me and the few that are close to me, so if you're here and I don't know you, I'll say hey and
that I hope you find something worthwhile. Rick
I've made a seperate area for the animals in my life, it's a photo
album all their own. My space here is limited and this album is included, so I'll have to look at my options for getting more
of my photos on here together at once instead of changing them out occasionally.
Pets and Animal photos
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My Words
Life sucks. Heart broken again. Tried to open up and give of myself and got burned
without ever getting a chance. Still trying to live somewhere that I don't fit in, still taking life one step at a time although
it seems most of those steps are backwards. The title of Seether's cd "Finding Beauty in Negative Spaces", that pretty much
sums up my life. I feel like something good in a very evil world, yet I live in a place full of nature's beauty. I have a
hard time caring about anything, much less letting myself care about a woman again. I will get through this and I will find
love again, if it's even out there. I think women have forgotten what real love feels like. Love isn't enough anymore and
that's the best I have to give, so what am I supposed to do? Trust is dead and love doesn't exist so I have to choose between
settling for something that isn't as close or connected as I want, something less than what i've felt, or just being alone.
Like I said, life sucks and i hope God will decide that i've suffered enough before too many more years pass but i'll
probably live to be 100 because he doesn't want me to have the thing i desire most, a woman that knows what forever means
and will recognize the seriousness of my emotions. I just want one.
Would You Push Me Away
Just Another Scar
Circles And Centers
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| Taken from viewpoint going up Scaly Mt, Summer 2004 |
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